Men Showing up for us in the world ~

I've been reading David Deida alot lately, it has given me the focus on the kind of man I want in my life. I'm loving it! In the Way of the Superior Man David says many great things this chapter is one of my favorites.

When a man gives his true gift of sex to his women, he penetrates and blooms her beyond all limits into love.

He does the same with the world. To bloom a woman and world for real authenticity, persistence, and courage of heart. a man must know the truth at his core & be willing to give his gifts fully.

NO holding back. He must be willing to dedicate his sex and his life to magnifying love by penetrating woman and world with his true gifts. This willingness is rare.

Many men are willing to poke their woman and bloom her in a mediocre way.

If you are willing to discover & embrace your truth, lean through your fears, and give everything you've got, you can penetrate the world and your woman from the core of your being and bloom into love without limit.

You can ravish your woman so deeply that her surrender breaks your heart into light. You can press yourself into the world with such enduring love that the world opens and receives your deepest gifts.

There is no essential difference between entering your woman's feminine heart and entering the world. Both are forms of intercourse, sexual and worldly, require sensitivity, spontaneity, and strong connection to deep truth in order to penetrate chaos and closure in a way that love prevails.

There are two ways to be with woman and world without compromising your true gifts or dribbling away the force of your deep being. You can become a hermit and renounce intimacy & world renouncing the hassle of woman and world or

The other is to "fuck" both tho smithereens, to ravish them with your love unsheathed, to give your true gifts despite the constant tussle of woman & world, to smelt your authentic gifts in friction of opposition and surrender, to thrust love from the freedom of your deep being even as your body and mind die blissfully through a crucifixion of inevitable pleasure and pain, attraction and repulsion, gain & loss. No gifts left ungiven. No limit to the depth of being. Only openness, freedom, and love as a legacy of your intercourse with woman and world.

To be like Jane Eyre ~

One of the energies up in my life on this road to being my sweet, hot self is to not be a VICTIM in my life!
This is a big one. I have been a victim many times in my life, my circumstances have been someone else's fault. My unbearable marriage was his fault, my lack of something was my parents fault, on and on.
I came to understand a long time ago that this is my journey, I create my life and I alone! Meaning I am never a victim to another persons or things will or whim. I am responsible to by own manifestation and energies in my life. Whether its karmic or something else. It is mine.
I have been taking a close look at this recently and it has been amusing.
There havebeen some "bullies" in my life and I have taken a step back and time to reflect and notice this energy, asking it to show me the way to my beautiful strong self through it.
I like what has transpired and have loved myself through it.
I pulled out my Goddess cards and of course Sedna "the victim" showed herself to me. She told me to dance my victim. I will do just that. Tara was there for centering and Cerridwen was there to for birth & death. All the energies for a wonderful transformation into Being powerful. I stood my ground when before I may have wavered to keep the peace. I stated what I was willing to compromise on and what I would not. I feel I was strong & fair. After the smoke had cleared, all was well and the things I saw as bullies revealed themselves as just tools, guides if you will on my journey.
I had to remind myself that the path to love is not always skipping through the tulips...yet.
As I was eating my yummy salad after a long day at work, I put Jane Eyre on netflix. No real reason, just thought I'll watch this for a bit. Well, there she was, strong, obstinate and full of integrity. Jane Eyre could have easily fell victim to her shitty circumstances, instead she kept her heart and mind strong and full of her truth and marched onward. She is a beautiful & glorious archetype in my life now and I wanted to share her with you, just incase you had never seen her or had forgotten.
To own your HOTTIE you need to watch or READ Jane Eyre and bring her beautiful strength and her spirit into your heart and let it shine out of you.
She is you and she can make a difference in your life by letting her guide you when life may seem as if the bullies are picking on you.
I also recommend getting the Goddess Oracle cards by Amy Sophia Marashinsky. Guides have an easier time talking to us sometimes through cards and also nature.
That is all for now, I love you and remember to stand up for what you feel in your heart is the best and highest for you. You are a Hottie and deserve it!
p.s. "Bullies" are just your angels, guides whatever you call them, reminding you to stand up!